I know! I know! I don't really update my blog that often, but I don't really know who's reading it, I was even thinking about deleting my blog cause I don't know if anyone cares or read this blog. Okay maybe it will be kind of like my journal about my kids with some pictures on it! alright if I think that way I might keep blogging even though no one reads it anyway :(
Yesterday we had a birthday party for the triplets' 2nd birthday, we had lots of people over, lots of food, games and bouncer house! but guess what!!! it freakin rained. I was very very disappointed with the weather but couldn't do anything else besides keeping the party going and having the best time with my kids and lots of other kids. It turned out great though and seemed like every body had a good time.
I can't believe they're two already, where are my little babies who were learning how to walk??take a step then fall? how about when they learn how to pronounce words and all they could do was babbling??? Do I miss those days?? the answer is NO! because I got to enjoy it enough, every stages that the kids went through fulfilled my heart and my memory perfectly enough that don't feel like I miss anything. I loved all the good days and bad days I had with them but I'm also ready and very excited for the next stage also. I love being what people call me"the lady with the three babies" Yes! I love it so much and I feel so blessed, there's always a "but" though! hahhahaha but some days are harder than the other, some days I'm grumpier that the others, some days that I feel like giving up and don't want to be a mom anymore but like I said there is always a "but" but at the end of the day when I tuck them into bed and look at their sweet little faces that can melt your heart in just a second. When I look at them I'm always reminded what they're here for and what I'M HERE FOR! all the sudden life becomes meaningful and purposeful again and it does the magic trick that helps me love who I am and what I'm doing everyday! Life is so wonderful :)
Happy 2nd Birthday babies! I love you, I love you and I love you!
I love love it! when the girls have these Chinese dresses on them because it reminds me so much of my Chinese side of the family which I don't think about it so often :( some people might not know that I'm not a 100% Thai but I'm half Chinese half Thai it's kind of weird to say or to think that, so when I saw these pictures I was really reminded. Chinese is half of my blood but I know nothing about it, my Chinese grandparents already passed away and I'm not really closed to that side of the family anymore. Would this be my new assignment?? Learning about the other half of myself?? I think so!! I miss my Chinese grandparents dearly and I hope that I will see them again on the other side.
